Saturday, December 03, 2005

Sounds of the day

He came back today. Obviously i was so glad to meet Ijaz after almost an year but at the same time i was sorry for him. Although his charm, glow and tantalizing wicked smile was there but his over romantacism to transform this poor state into a western chick sadden me. Noway i am a pessimist but surely he is acting almost fully deviated from reality. Pakistan has to change but not on the English terms but on her own. Imran is also right as most of us make tons of theories but they remain undressed for all the reasons.
I still stick to my so correct oldage adage and personal conclusion. "Changing the environment you live in will ultimately change the breathing environment of others."
Ghalib also rightly said:
"Wafadari, shart astwari asal imaan hai,
maray butkhanay mai to garo kaabay main brahman ko"
(Unconditional and persistent fidelity is true faith. If die in a temple then put brahaman 'holyman' in kaaba)*
At the moment i have list of arrears to address but obviously i will procrastinate them either for couple of hours or for atleast 4days. So long was the day and it never came on my terms and quite clearly i denied my actions. The wedding season almost haunts me. This month i have to attend atleast 7weddings and 20 wedding functions with virtually exhausted account.
Its not a world of misery after all and i believe that all in all stay on this planet is bearable. For a moment i am only pressing the need to talligate our ownselves than to judge others destiny. The rest are only stray reflections.
*The translation though is not entirely accurate but law still gives me the patent rights.

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