Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Causes or for CAUSE

The mental wanderlust is not doing me any good; when there are several forces acting at one point and at one time, the resultant vector becomes tense. Such are the laws of physics and I obviously have limitations, being aware of them is causing recklessness; far more than the desire to investigate their actual truths.
Presently, all my mental and physical faculties are eroding. The more I tend to solve problems or rationalize my options, blurred vision is furthered.
I have to get out of this phase. Some interruptions of good moments really get me going and it’s during them that I am more aware of the bounties, God has bestowed upon me.
Religion is important; but I am not at all interested to judge or define others with this parameter alone. I am an ardent believer of personal privacy and it doesn’t inspire me to be a preacher. Each time I come across a believer with acute mouth diarrhea, I get extremely agitated. Holy month of Ramzan fails to fast their mouth and it is now so palpable that more they explore their belief, less tolerant they get. Preaching is best done from every body part except the tongue.

Media, political tensions and battle(s) for power and religion exhausts my nerves. I know I dwell too much on them and mere brooding takes me no where. I want to be in the mission, not to save or conquer the world but to serve this motherland of ours in meager of ways I could. If in this process any other thing gets benefit, it is by chance.

For me it is not an issue that I will win or lose, live or die, gain or fail, but whether as a soldier did I struggle or not? The underline and primary job of war is to fight; till the last breath, till last drop of blood. I will fight not for victory, but for the cause and love of my home and land.
Pakistan harkens me and if I have iota sincerity, I will not wait for any thing any further!


Ye wo mai hai, keh jis ka nasha ootarta hee nahin
This potion (of patriotism) has placed me in a forever hangover

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Thoughts of my own

It is perhaps another random return to the blogging, more an inspiration after taking a look at friend’s thoughts, rather than my own impulse. The only thing ample I have these days is time. Its no steady pitwork only some casual digging with a meager hope to find a ‘Resource’.


My legal rambling has been fun, I love my job. I really like ripping apart the hidden meanings of a ‘mere’ word, reading about legal systems, solving riddles of constitution, analysing 'offences', picking up mistakes of police, knitting (sometimes 'tearing' too), a spoiled family relation in the family court, soliciting advice to the commercial world, and above all knowing and diversifying my personality by staying amongst all sorts of criminals, commoners, and elite corporate monetary type. They are reasons enough to live forever. However for the world bearing the fruit is what matters.

For all my life, I have preached and over emphasized the power of money and economics; this even led me to have a short run affair with economics. Economics have returned like a jealous mistress. In the family court of law, palimony is a big question. Now in my real life, palimony is a big question.

It is such an uneasy feeling that how unprepared I was for these moments. I have to blame myself. It is my old flaw; posing and thinking questions of all sorts and failing to focus on their answers. I am looking for my trickle down and its taking long.

My non-rational replies to these questions are convenient; and for the moment I better stick on to them. Before leaving, God made this very clear to me that I am here on this planet for some job, and I better go back after doing it.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Judge and judgment

The actions and reasons of actions are different things. Similarly a trial purely based on the law and if divorces all other factors, become farce. Laws operate on the society and their interpretation has to be done, keeping in view the resultant effect of the decision on the society as a whole, before it stays forever in a dull volume of precedents.
It is the responsibility of the Judge to measure the scope of the decree, and a Judge who masters this art is really a Judge.
However, it is also important that this weapon must not be applied in each and every matter. The certainty in the law has to be ensured at the same time. Relativity overwhelms and the variables of a judgment are simply too immense to determine the quality of a judgment.
The administration of justice is a very delicate responsibility. The reverence, protocols, title, position and attributes vested in the Judge should not be taken as his mere virtues. Thy Lord has to be bowed because of the divine virtues he carries in his position. Before the society realizes his acme status, the Judge himself should wholly upright his character.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

In the light of present circumstances, the blogging spirit has aroused.

Crises in Pakistan continue, but somehow the vigour to do something if at all, for this motherland keep soaring.